Pointless Venting #3

Please just say hi and stop making things awkward.

Choca- Mocha Cupcakes

Got up at 9ish this morning and spent my Sunday morning baking.

Facts:
- I still can't stop thinking about Mollee and Telli.
- I need a haircut.
- It's been a week since I've spoken to my mother. Perhaps I will give her a call later today.
- Group 5 is so ridiculously behind for Bazaar and performance.
- Dates to look forward to: 8/4, 8/7, 8/16, 8/21, and 8/27.
- Fluffy dogs are annoying.

Love At First Sight

It was definitely love at first sight when I saw Mollee while heading to Pinkberry with the girls. I pet her head, her tail started wagging instantly and I wanted to take her home right then and there. A month later, reunited for a few minutes, Mollee jumps on me and starts giving me kisses. Now I can't stop thinking about her, and I want her badd! :(

Also, whoever said Pitbulls can't be sweet obviously have never met Telli. She's the calmest Pitt I've ever met. I want her too, but I think I like Mollee more. The kisses gave her extra cool points. Plus, her size is less intimidating for Daisy.

Fuck.

I really can't stop thinking about the dogsssssss! ... and someone else as well but that's not the point. I got a headache when I was in the pool today and now I'm feeling sooo light-headed. This is amazing. I love life.

Pointless Venting #2

It's been a little more than a week and things still haven't changed. I guess Anna and I were right... the whole "hoes before bros" thing is complete BS. All I have left to say is I WANT MY STUFF BACK.

Fact: I hate taking late shift. It's boring and most importantly, it's rush hour when I go home. I hate crowded trains. I hate it when people reach their arms in front of my face to hold onto the pole because all I smell is B.O. I hate it when it gets so crowded that other people's asses are rubbing against mine. I hate it when people push and shove to try to get on. I hate it when I'm trying to exit the train and people are just STANDING there as if they're not in the way. I hate it when people won't get off the train to let others get off. I hate it, I hate it, I hate itttt! Mid shift ftw!

Took the dogs for a walk when I got home and had a few laughs while walking them. Who knew they were so silly? Lies. I knew it all along. I also don't understand why Chinese people are so afraid of dogs. If you know why, please tell me.

Fact #2: The dogs are fighting right next to my legs. If one of them bites me by accident, they're deaddddddd!

I don't know why I've been feeling this way lately but it needs to stop. It HAS to stop.

Lack of A Better Title #4

Baked some cupcakes today, they came out OK.

Lack of A Better Title #3

Facts:
- I hate being sick, especially in the summer.
- I cannot stand my father's constant bitching about EVERYTHING. Surely, I can't wait to move out.
- I like boys with shy, awkward smiles.
- It is soooo cute when BooBoo kisses Daisy... but not so much when he humps the air.
- I am super excited for 7/24, 8/4, and 8/21.
- Work is ridiculously tiring.

gn

Age Differences

What's the deal with age differences? How big of an age gap between both male and female is it considered to be okay? Is it okay for a guy in college to date a girl that's still in high school? or vice versa?

Anyway, got out of the shower this morning and saw this...

Where's Daisy? XD

Pointless Venting #1

So much for my self-given 11P.M. bed time! Major fail as you can see.

A couple of things have happened in the past few weeks that would normally get me heated but due to being tired of everything lately, I've developed a "I don't give a shit anymore" attitude. I've decided that I'm not going to let anything, or anyone ruin my summer. It's been good so far and I'm just going to continue to have fun.

Anyway, work feels so different now. I don't know how or why but it just does. All I ever do on weekdays is go to work and go home and when I'm home, I don't do much but go online for a bit and go to sleep. I actually try to make an effort to sleep early now and at the same time, I still feel like I don't have time for anything whereas last summer, I managed to sleep late, go to work, go to the gym, and hang out without feeling tired like I do now. What the hell happened?

Countdown: 9 more days! (Vincent, if you are reading this, please catch on! LOL)

The Worst Feeling In The World

Well, not exactly the worst- but it's pretty bad. What, you ask? Spending time preparing a cupcake batter and then having it burn in the oven. I'm super upset. I spent the whole night baking just to have some burnt cupcakes that ended up n the garbage. This is all because I decided to do the dishes for once.

Seriously.

I never do the damn dishes and for the first time in a long time, I decided to wash them since they were piling up in the sink and I was waiting for the timer to go off. 25 minutes, says the recipe. Well, I say bullshit cause that shit was fucking burnt and bitter. If I weren't doing the dishes, I would've been able to check up on them before the timer went off. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Such wasted time and effort! :'(

Lesson learned: never do the dishes again!!!

Hyped.

I've been going to sleep early and getting to work on time lately. It feels pretty damn good, even though I'm still super worn out and tired. Anyway, I had a sudden urge to read so I went to Barnes&Noble after work today to pick up some books and some more cupcake cookbooks. I can't wait to get home from work tomorrow so I can start baking! Yummz! Hopefully I won't fuck up but seriously, mad hyped!!! I know you are too.

Fact: I gave myself an 11P.M. bedtime for weekdays so I can maybe get "enough" sleep for work but as you can see, I'm being a total rebel right now cause I'm still blogging. lolzz

gn.

Lack of A Better Title #2

Surprisingly, work hasn't been as dreadful (so far) as expected, but let's not jinx it.

Random fact: I've been thinking about how I sometimes ignore people when they text me, call me or i/m me on AIM. Well, if you've texted me lately, called me but got the voice mail, or i/med me but never got a response, please don't take it personally. I'm not ignoring you on purpose. Well, I am in a way but it's nothing personal. Sometimes I just feel like I want to be alone and need a day to myself so I tend to block everyone out. That's how I do.

Happier news: my momma brought over my stepfather's electric mixer today. Hello to easier baking and good bye to blisters!! I also received my cupcake cookbook in the mail today. So many yummy recipes, I can't wait to bake this coming weekend!!!

Lack of A Better Title #1

Made my second attempt at baking cupcakes from scratch and not cake mix in a box. It didn't come out perfect, seems like there's a lot of flour in it even though I followed the recipe correctly. However, it did come out a lot better than the first batch I made a few days ago. Hopefully my next will be perfect, or better than the second. Apologies for the sloppy presentation.

Something that irks me: If you're too busy to talk to me, just say so and talk to me later. Don't pretend to be paying attention to what I'm saying because unfortunately, I can tell the difference.

Things to get: electric mixer, ice cream maker

too damn tired and cold to continue blogging. have the a/c on coldest temp. to prevent the cupcake frosting from melting.

gb.