.

It's so crazy when you think you know someone really well but in actuality, you really don't. I don't know what to say or how to react. I really hoped it wasn't true. You hear a story and you believe it, or think something of it until you see it happen in front of your eyes.

I'm shocked.
A little mad, and definitely upset.
I don't know at what, but that's just how I feel.
Upset at you, or at myself, or the world,
with a pinch of disappointment.

I hope I don't become the same person in twenty years.
I really don't.

Sigh.

Back To School

Well, the semester has started and let's just say this semester is going to suck.

My history class is okay, hopefully I won't doze off and will actually stay focused.
My law class is boring as hell. I don't know if it's because it's an evening class, or cause the class is mad quiet and the professor speaks in a low voice or whatever it is, but damn, all I wanted to do was sleep. I took a math evening class before and it was a lot of fun. Why so different?? Hopefully it'll get better!
Lit sucks, and surprisingly, Chinese is my most interesting class. I actually like it and enjoy it. Hopefully I'll do well, though it's kind of weird to speak in front of a class filled with strangers.

Fact: I love how in high school, 95% of the teachers pronounced my name as "Annie" and I always had to correct them (and they still called me Annie) but in college, all the professors know that the E is SILENT. Why, yes, I do like college very much. mmmhmmmmm.

GB.

Why So Selfish? (II)

Okay, so I disabled the comment option for my last post but this one is going to be enabled.

Please tell me why some people are just SO GODDAMN SELFISH?!!!

Please go back to living in a hole and leave us out of your problems, and oh god, you have NO IDEA how badly I want to hit you right now.

Why So Selfish?

I don't understand how, or why some people are so ridiculously selfish. You didn't cherish what you had and that's no one else's fault but your own. It was what you wanted at one point and it's done and over with so stop being so selfish, it's too late for regrets. Just be happy with what you have and move on with your damn life. Stop trying to ruin the happiness of others just because you're too busy dwelling on the past. The could haves, would haves and should haves no longer exists.

Lack of A Better Title #7

1) I don't go through your stuff, so don't go through mine... and I KNOW you went through mine.
2) I have a serious problem, mad addicted to scratchies... must stopp!
3) I need to pack, but all I want to do is sleep.
4) Only 5 more hours of work left, tfg.
5) I just totally made tfg up. If you figure it out, you get extra cool points.
6) I think I want to join the gym again, anyone want to be my gym buddy? =(
7) SO SLEEEEEEEPYYYYYYYYYYY, and I slept for 11 hours last night too.
8) I love Target commercials.
9) The new dashboard is pretty cool.
10) Wearing flip flops on Mott St. on a rainy day is deadly.

Gb.

A Change of Luck?

Anne has never bought lotto before. Today, Lucy said she was going to buy lotto for the first time, so Anne said "oh snap, me too, me too". Anne and Lucy bought some scratch offs. Anne won $10. Mad fail, actually. So, Anne gets the $10, and goes across the street to buy eleven more dollars worth of scratch offs and... fucking did NOT win ANYTHING.

Boohoo.

... not a change of luck after all.

Damn those things, they're so addicting. SUSPENSE!

Pointless Venting #6

1) Happy Birthday Yubba
2) I hate drunks that ruins family dinners.
3) Bank of America sucks.
4) Being broke sucks.
5) I need another vacation.
6) I hate missing packages, and when my packages are missing.
7) I hate that my ears always feel naked now because I lost my earrings.
8) akd;ljgkadsjgkajsdkgadklbnwai4eut'oqkl;skdl;s jgdklszj
9) I'm stressed.
10) I had a crummy day. Gb.

Pointless Venting #5

omggg, say hi, damnittttttttttttt!

gawddddd!

Pointless Venting #4

I'm tired of doing the same thing every single day,
tired of people annoying me,
tired of waking up early,
tired of being lazy,
tired of having responsibilities,
tired of people's expectations,
tired of trying to make things right,
tired of worrying,
tired of caring,
tired of being tired.

I can't wait for school to start,
just the first day of each class,
just to see who's in my classes,
and how my professors are,
and just so I'll be occupied,
and so that I don't have to see the same people every day.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Lack of A Better Title #6

It's weird how things turn out sometimes. You think you really know someone until they do something that you least expected. I don't know, I guess things will probably never be the same anymore. I don't think I can let my guard down when I'm around you now because I'm afraid of what can happen, even though I hope I'm wrong.

Also, I shouldn't be allowed to have access to my credit and debit cards. Seriously. I tend to make a lot of impulse purchases online when I'm bored, or when I'm just feeling sad and I've been buying too much crap lately. Make it stopppppp! ... maybe I just shouldn't have access to the internet. lolzz

Lack of A Better Title #5

1) It's been three weeks.
2) 8/4 is almost here! ^_^
3) A quick conversation after 7 months is progress.
4) Small talk after 1 year is also progress.
5) Talking to this jerk again was a mistake, it just reminded me of why I hate(d) him.
6) I'm glad July is finally over.
7) Don't get on my bad side when I'm lacking sleep. It'll bring out the bitch inside of me even though I'm the most sincerest person EVER.
8) You don't need to understand this post, I'm just getting things off my mind.
9) I'm horrible at making decisions.
10) Dogs make me happy.